Sooo.
Aidan and I have been a little sad, of late. We're okay, just down, you know? Schools starting soonish, and we haven't had a lot of time together. the whole point of this blog is to remind Aidan of how amazing he is, and to try and cheer him up. here it goes.
See, Aidan is this WONDERFUL person. He's the type of person that....is kind to everyone, weather they deserve it, or not. He'll always do the right thing, no matter how hard it is. He's willing to do what he knows is worst for his own self, so that someone else can be as happy as possible. He always gives, and actually, very rairly takes. That which he does ask for, is earned a million times over.
He's the person that everyone wants to be, but has a hard time accomplishing. Yet, he doubts himself. He asks "Am i the right person?" "Am i who i should be?" and "Am i a good boyfriend?"
Yes, Aidan, you are. You are everything, and more, that anyone could ever ask for. I don't know anyone else who...could be as loving as you are. Anyone else who would talk to me the way you do, and be...secure enough to show the amount of emotion you do. All to often, you regard this show of emotion as bad, or girly, and it really isn't. I'm betting that you could ask a majority of the girls and women out there if they would prefer a man who will show his emotion, and understand their emotions, rather than hiding it.
You are extremely humble, to the point that its not good. You say "I'm not worth that much" but you are. To me, and to the people who love you, you are worth everything. You have so much that you could do with yourself. You're a great person. You need to understand, that you are worth a lot more than what can be given. You're worth something that can't be given a measurement. And maybe the only way i can say it is that you are worth loving. If that makes sense...
One last thing. We have had our share of disappointment, of fights, and of hurt feelings. We've had over the fair share of tears, and sadness. But think of the good times. Remember just laying in my front yard, smiling, as i sketched you? Or the date at the outside mall? Remember....we've had more good times than bad. You've never let me down, and i have no reason to think that you ever would. I love you baby.
~Always and forever your girl, Regan.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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